I believe that the psychiatrist that diagnosed me with schizophrenia is possibly evil and wasn't trying to help me but he hated me and acted nice. I took 5mg olanzepine cuz I'm getting alarming thoughts. Just the pill in my hand is the universe. I'm actually sick of this ******** reality. My cat is a thing. I have zero free will right now and when I don't, no one does. Reality is just a play watched by no one. No one witnesses it. It's truly what comes from nothing.