Oh and I plan to stick with my therapist for a while. She's worked with me since January and I feel like she has a solid grasp on who I am. It is my hope she will be able to sense of something is off. I plan to be as transparent and honest about how I am feeling and I can contact her in between appointments. She understands how important my kids are and how their safety and happiness is the biggest concern. I trust her to help guide me in the right direction if something goes sideways.