I'm not sure you understand my situation fully. If I had the means to have my own place, I'd be in one, in the city. I don't like being around him. I'd go back in time but you would realize why I couldn't stay with my son either.
I'd be waiting for at least 6 years on a list for housing. It's not as easy as you think. I've been to a shelter but those are reserved for women who are abused. I can't just pick up the phone and call one and get in.
I'm very very limited on what my rent is. Any room I've looked at won't take me, I'm on disability and that in itself causes me to be denied, as well as the costs are much higher than I can give.
I'm looking for a part time job, thinking ahead. That's all I can do. Thank you for your help. I do mean that. You understand a lot. But yes, my sons come first. They always will. If I can help, financially, emotionally, or just be there for them, I will.