I'm SO sorry my post wasn't supportive, @StreetcarBlanche. That was not my intention. I DEEPLY APOLOGIZE for that! I'll avoid making further comments on that since that is not what you came here for. Please do keep us updated if you wish to do so. We mean no harm. Please keep taking care of yourself... like I've said, you're not doing anything wrong at all at the moment and you're rightfully taking care of yourself and doing what you need to do. Sending many safe, warm hugs to you!