Sorry you're feeling sad, @shakespeare47! I COMPLETELY garee with theoretical. I think they just thought it looked cool and tried to use it. Perhaps they DID see you while you were trying it, but there's no reason to feel guilty. It was yours and you've had every right yo use it after all! I understand why you'd feel afraid though. There are plenty of people who can get quite aggressive for things like this. Just stay safe like you always do. Your feelings are valid. Please be kind to yourself! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, @shakespeare47!