thank you ((Jacq)))) getting thru it... shes' resting now.... all is well... i just have to wait it oout sometimes... she'll return to the up cycle again... and then i know the tidal wave will turn again... ive learned to duck fairly well...

she never hits.. shes really very fragile.... sometimes people portray the largest amount of themselves in order to cover up a small insecurity ...

i think i =n moms case she feels very afraid of abandonment... i was given this 'cross to bear' .... and she is having difficulty accepting that i desire my own freedom....

deep in, she mus have love for me... she says she does....

but when she goes dark...... duck....