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Old Aug 28, 2019, 05:02 PM
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Originally Posted by newtus View Post
Keep being positive. It's actually really nice to see here, you know.

With everything going on I really am on the verge of breaking down. Anything else added to my life will surely break me down. I know it. I come home everyday after work hearing voices and paranoid. I start the day off fine, but I'm really glad I'm working only 5 hours 3 days a week because I couldn't handle more. I'm really scared that after a year if they offer me full time I wont be able to handle it. Idk. I just need to focus on now.

I dont say what I'm dealing with much anymore here, because I'm scared everyone here will think i am a failure.
I started out like you are . Short shifts a few days a week. Go at your own pace. You can do more than you think ! You didn't think you could work months ago. Now you are

I saw ppl af my first job working full time and I thought I would NEVER be able to do that

Now I've been full time for over a year and am likely getting a promotion

Dont underestimate yourself but also keep a steady pace ... know your limits and keep the balance
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