I am done trying to talk. Done trying to feel anything but how I think. Nobody truly cares anyway. I say "I want to die" is answered back with "join the club" or "me too". Those answers would be concerning- except these are things I hear even for mundane things like "I'm tired" .. and others, it's almost anything I say concerning me gets those replies.

Examples of what I may say to elicit those responses:
- I'm hungry
- I'm bored
- I had a bad childhood
- Sometimes I feel I cannot breathe
- I want to die
- I want to kill myself
- I'm tired
- I've been busy all day

And that's just a few. So those responses to my statement "I want to die" is not concerning to me anymore.

I am just tired of being a nobody. So - I am done trying.