cyran0 - mariah carey is my idol lol. i have always loved her. i really adore strong female vocalists. i love mary j. blige, mariah carey, keyshia cole, chrisette michele, alicia keys etc... i need to just get over my fear and sing for jason. he begs me all the time but im scared. i guess im more comfortable in front of hundreds of people because i cant pick out a face and dont know msot of them. but just in front of him, if he doesnt like it..... thats a huge ego blow y'know? ive only ever sang for one person once and i was WASTED. lol.