Hey all. I'll break this down.


1. Risk management job for an event promoter.
I was brought on to establish a risk management plan and implementation for a show with a lot of risk. Long story short my recommendations were no followed, I had no support and I watched as little kids were almost run of, people were almost badly injured and then in the end I was fired as they felt we were not needed (but never told this)and left with massive debt. I have been left with a lot of why and flashbacks to the event.


2. Cop: Pretty much says it all, but keep coming back to the time I had to keep a corpse attended until the morge could take them. Nothing like watching an old man hang out of a truck door bleeding and dead for an hour......

3. Other jobs where I am so eager to please I get humiliated and taken advantage of to the point I hate myself.


Every day is hell for me and I want it to stop.