Welcome, @birdiegirl! I am SO SORRY you're struggling! It seems like you're in a REALLY difficult situation right now. I'm not sure what to suggest to be completely honest with you! Are you currently working? If that's the case, perhaps you could try to start saving some money so that you'll be able to move on your own. Do you have ANY Friends or Family Members that would be willing to help you out financially? If you do, try to seek their help as well! Perhaps you can even arrange to stay at someone else's place while you look for better opportunities. Perhaps someone is renting a room? It's worth trying! I hope you'll be able to bring your Pets with you as well! Please be kind to yourself. I hope you'll be able to get out of this situations soon! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME when looking for Advice and Support. I am SURE plenty of others will gladly help you out as well! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @birdiegirl, and ALL Of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking a smuch as you possibly can like you're already wonderfully doing all and entirely by yourself and all and entirely on your own!