Do you know that my insurance company is starting an in-house behavioural health insurance instead of using the widely known and accepted one? And no one is paneled on this new plan yet?

I dreamt you moved into a huge practice, with so many doors that I got lost following you back to your office, so lost that in my dream you yelled at me. The dream continued onto a second appt in this huge practice in which you came to talk to me in the waiting room, with all the other people waiting, and you ignored me, in my dream.

My fear is that you are pushing me away, because I have been so anxious this month, way more anxious than July. I feel like I am not coping very well. And now that insurance will change, here is the perfect opportunity. I am so pathetic for not coping very well at all. I think my colleagues and students think I am typical but I don't feel typical.