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Originally Posted by Mopey
I am so sorry you are suffering like this, LittleBlackDog. I wish there was something I could do to help. I offer you many hugs -  - for what it's worth.
Is it possible that when they are saying you are "not ill" they are just saying you're not psychotic?
If you can get through the next 2 weeks somehow I'd say do go ahead and try the group; it may be that your fears may not be realized and you might even find that it works out for you. After all, everyone in the group will have their own unique personal history, and maybe some are just as afraid as you. If it doesn't work out then maybe you can try the compassionate therapy.
Before that starts, though, would you care to share any of your background here? Anything you think might be contributing to the agony you are presently going through?
My best wishes to you... 
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I’ll go to the group therapy because I said I would and I am boring and responsible like that.
I don’t really know where to start, I just feel so hopeless right now, and like I will never get better, and that it must be somehow my fault. I have had a fairly rubbish couple of years, but so do lots of people and they don’t fall to pieces.
I always felt that I must just be doing something wrong and the psychologist telling me that I am not ill confirmed it, and explains why medication etc. haven’t helped, and I am just wasting everybody’s time.
I also have nobody I can talk to about any of this, I have no real friends and only one person in my family knows and is not particularly supportive so I just feel so alone.
I am just stupid and pathetic and worthless