Random question... Are you bothered by your Dx?

Let me explain... Maybe you feel that your medical file is "tainted" because the Dx is plastered all over it and then non-psychiatric professionals treat you like sh_t because of the stigma. Or, maybe you are relieved that you finally have something to explain your symptoms/feelings/emotions. Or, maybe it upsets you knowing that you have a chronic condition. Maybe you even have mixed feelings.