I知 fine with my diagnosis ..BP 1 with psychotic features, OCD, Ptsd , insomnia, anorexia .. And of course all the panic and anxiety that all people who have Bipolar get as fun add ons !
My GP was actually a Therapist that decided to go to medical school so he痴 wonderful.
My NP is kind caring and has hugged me more times than I can count.
My rheumatologist at our first appt was going over my medical history and actually said he was sorry that I have to deal with Bipolar and if I ever need to talk he痴 there.
My Dermatologist said I知 a Bad ***** for managing it.
So.... honestly I知 happy that for my health team they understand and are supportive.
Now when I lived for those 8 months in Florida I felt judged by everyone but my Pdoc , thank god I found a good one.
I have noticed the few times I have gotten hell sick on a weekend and needed a walk in clinic I swear they look at me like I知 going to turn into a monster and attack, I gave up listing my psych meds if I ever have to go, screw them.
I have a huge paper trail, well it痴 all electronic now. Saving trees rocks!
I知 much more that a label. I知 a wonderful human being that has a hell of a sarcastic sense of humor, a great husband and a beautiful, kind daughter with a enormous heart. I知 blessed
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