Wow I feel sad from the high dose cbd, 0.5mg benzo and low dose phenibut.

I just feel sad. Like I don't like my life. I don't want a house. I want to wander and do things, interacting with people and strangers.

I noticed that a lot of hitchhikers have schizophrenia. I wonder why. Their families kicked them out? Or they just want to wander?

I'm sick of the internet and intellectual absorbing of information. I don't want to go to school. I just want to live a simple life. I don't want material things. I don't want a car. I want to go somewhere else. I get cabin fever a lot.

Why not just do occasional shrooms, smoke weed, be a hippy. Give love to the world. Volunteer. I want a dog. I want to see incredible places. Surfing. Idk. I want to be on an island or live in South America or South East Asia. The Netherlands.

But I have to take this Invega injection. Why can't I just have a life times worth of it, save up money by working and leave Canada?