Guess that its a fact that I am annoying. Everyone I am close too, specialy my sister, have no shame in telling me how annoying and innapropriate I am.
This is hurtfull, but it is true, and is consuming me. I have no close relaction that won't find me annoying. Some may quit to endure me. And this já bothering me, because it may seem like nobody would ever want to be my friend. At least not somebody I would enjoy being with.

What should I do? What should I be talking about?

It makes no sense if express to these people how being told how annoying I am makes me feel.... It will annoy them more I am concerned about some stupid detail.