I do wish a lot that I could undo my entire life and start over doing a good job this time.No ,not possible in reality.But I can be content with what I am now.Life at present is what it is because of million things happened in the past.The ripple affect may continue into future IDK.I think acceptance is key here.I have read the secret too.Interesting book though.If we can accept our present reality we may sincerely see through the truths of us and others.That may result in new beginning.