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Old Aug 31, 2019, 04:36 PM
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Hi all, im posting on this as a last resort for help. I dont know what to do anymore in regards to my work life, I've been depressed and had severe anxiety for about 4/5 years now and I've been in and out of jobs since then, some I have quit because i couldn't deal with people or some I have been let go because of my attitude or lack of interest. I dont argue with people in all cases I just struggle talking to people unless it's people I've known for years. I have social anxiety outside of work but i can deal with it and have a decent social life, great group of friends and the best girlfriend I could ask for who I've been with nearly 8 years so she completely understands my situation and supports me as much as she can. My issue is trying to find a job that I can actually hold down and enjoy but my difficulty is that I dont like dealing with people but i dont want a job where you're stuck in a warehouse or doing something boring. I know beggars cant be choosers but I'm sick of feeling this way and i have things I need to pay out for so i cant afford to be out of work (which i currently am). This has at times made me feel suicidal but i dont think I could bring myself to do something like that, main reason being I couldn't leave my girlfriend behind as I know she adores me and likewise I adore her. Just need some kind of suggestion as to where I can head in my life as I struggle to do it without guidance. I have also been on all sorts of medication and have completed cognitive behavioural therapy which haven't changed my outlook or the way I feel whatsoever. Someone please give me some idea what i can do 😔😔
I'm sorry that you are struggling right now! I completely understand how you feel! I feel like this all the time myself. You are definitely not alone in this .