I told my T that I've had sexual thoughts about him without going into any details. He said that everyone has sexual fantasies, that it's normal and wasn't a big deal (I think he was probably flattered, to be honest). Pretty sure any nonsexual fantasies (like from more of a child place) I've had would freak/weird him out, so haven't shared those...

I told ex-MC that I sometimes had "non-PG-rated thoughts about him" without details, and he was fine with it. And I think at some point I told him that I wished he could just hold me (that was in an nonsexual way). He seemed OK with that, too.