Yeah, I have to figure out how to explain the importance of it to me.

I generally function pretty well when I'm on my meds, but I'm virtually nonfunctional when I'm off them or in an episode. I know she knows I'm nonfunctional because I've called her outside of appts before and told her I was struggling and why. She even said last session that I "don't appear to function well sometimes." So, it's not like she doesn't know or can't tell.