Voices continue to sabotage me and talk back stuff about me. I am convinced the person that accused me of taking pictures of her in the ward is out to get me, and all the nurses are plotting against me. (I never did anything like that either, it raised my anxiety to sky high levels cause I would never try to be malicious...)

The doctor will poison me with new meds likely tomorrow. Or that’s what she thinks. I know I don’t have to take anything they attempt to give me. So I will refuse. They’re trying to plot against me I know it.

It’s so stressful. The voices say that they were the ones that made me smoke and said it will kill me which is exactly what they wanted to do to me. They’re so evil and I deserve it all.