I'm really surprised to read these posts and that you fear becoming DID again.In your integration thread you made it seem/sound almost preposterous to consider that un-integration could happen. I took comfort in what you said and it eased my own fears about it happening.

I honestly didn't think you ever worried about being DID again.What you said in your integration thread really made sense to me.Sorry you do worry about it.

ETA: just realized/remembered you do have OSDD.I don't so maybe that's the difference?