I think you should be PROUD of yourself, @jrae! You've been fighting SO MUCH and ALL BY YOURSELF! It means that you're truly THE STRONGEST! Please be kind to yourself. I COMPLETELY AGREE WITH THE WIS AND WONDERFUL FUZZYBEAR'S WISE AND WONDERFUL POSTS THAT ONLY HE CAN MAKE! I COMPLETELY understand why you'd feel so tired! Please NEVER give up HOPE! I am SURE good things will come to you and they're most like just around the corner! So please, do take those extra steps. I am SURE things will get better for you sooner or later. Please do keep fighting and please do keep rocking! Please be REALLY kind to yourself, ok? YOU ARE IMPORTANT, YOU MATTER, YOU'RE WISE AND YOU WONDERFUL! THAT'S A PROMISE! You know ALL OF THAT is ABSOLUTELY TRUE! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING! PLEASE KEEP ON GOING WITH ALL THE STRENGTH YOU HAVE! You've got this and you WILL make it through! I AM SURE OF THAT! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME if you need Advice and Support or even simply someone to talk to! I AM SURE PLENTY OF OTHERS WILL ALSO GLADLY HELP YOU OUT AS WELL IF YOU JUST ASK FOR IT! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @jrae, Your Family, Your Friends And ALL Of Your Loved Ones! Please do keep fighting and please do keep rocking as much as you possibly can like you're already WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING, MY AWESOME, BEAUTIFUL, CARING, DEAR, GENEROUS, KIND, SWEET, WISE AND WONDERFUL FRIEND!