Well let me tell a long story short. On Friday we spent the entire day together it felt as if we were a married couple we were having fun and laughing at each other basically having a great time. Later on that afternoon we went to a high school football game (we aren’t in high school anymore). We were fine up until a point and something changed she got into a mood and I tried to not care. We did that all night we tried being happy but the vibe was off between us . Later that night we texted and I tried guilt tripping her . I didn’t intend on doing it and I didn’t know I tried doing it until she told me that I had . We talked but I guess all the voices and feelings made me explode and the only way I saw an out to the bomb that had gone in my head was breaking up . The moment I did it I regretted it. I had broken up with her because I exploded and didn’t know how to talk about it .