I completely understand this. Sometimes its just funny to provoke ppl, playing around with them etc.

But now I have to be careful, because a couple of days ago I got a ban on a forum, the reason "troll and unwanted spam"

People dont get any humor xd what I was doing was very funny

Lately I was diagnosed with "trolling disorder" a psychiatrist said its very hard to cure but I am not giving up. At some point I was even trolling my psychiatrist. I dont even know when I am doing this.

I am taking xanax. Still have some urges to play around with people, but I have to be strong for my family. I will appreciate any emotional support my friends