hi girlbassplayer....

God is the only authority in my view, but i will try to share what i think (uh oh) ..

we each might feel a certain 'calling' of spirit.. it may come in many 'guises' and imo, depends alot on the environment in which you were raised and also currently find yourself...

as i understand it, God hears all pleas for help, well... as i understand it, God hears all, and even hears the 'unheard'...

ask, and you shall be answered....

saying a silent prayer for you to find your way.. God is with you always imho

edited to correct spelling