Thank you for the information. I have been looking through the links and intend to sit down to read the information in detail.

The violent upbringing has been at the core of my many issues, I also had numerous acts of violence and crime committed against me throughout my adult life where the outcome is my anxiety, PTSD, social phobia and panic attacks have amplified to levels beyond the levels of the levels of where I was originally at.

It has been suggested that the initial trauma may have been managble at first but the series of unfortunate events eventually complicated matters as the initial mental health problems acted as an amplifier for the random traumatic events throughout the years.

It has resulted in numerous possible mental health problems and unhealthy coping mechanisms that doctors, psychiatrists and psychologists are still trying to uncover. My many years of keeping quiet about my problems had also exasperated the issue and many of the behavioural habits I developed had eventually evolved into even more disorders as my deteriorating mental health continued to progress unnoticed and the fact that people misunderstanding my behaviour and reacting to it with the utmost hostility served to accelerate it in the vicious cycle of psychological decay and sociatal ignorance the continued unabated until it reached a point where it could no longer be ignored as my family was forced to realise that I had a problem and it had become serious enough that it now looked at as a very dangerous situation for my mental health and well being.

Sadly, the vast majority of people don't know how to deal with mental illness let alone have the tolerance for dealing with people who are suffering from it in long term situations. This in itself has been a catalyst other branching disorders that have made me manically depressed, paranoid, delusional and in the end, horribly lonely and isolated.

I am grateful for the information you have provided and genuinely hope that it isn't too late for me to be able to get my mental state stable enough to be manageable as family and professionals have started to consider the possibility of hospitalisation if I deteriorate any further as I have reached the point where I am walking on the very edge of certifiable insanity and have on occasion dipped into temporary states of it on several occasions so I hope to get as much information as I can so I can learn how to fight the problem before it's too late for me.

Thank you.