Hi Krazibean,

I don't get it either. But it seems when I went in this week and told him I am going to see my doctor because I feeling worse, I think he might have held off on the deep processing he knows we need to do. I guess it is being responsible, why stir the pot when the pot hasn't been able to hold any soup. okay bad example.
I think it is a hard one to call, because I need to process the trauma to better for good, but I think I have to be in a good functioning level to do that. . I don't know if this makes any sense. lol I think I just confused myself. lol