Thanks, Kit. I had contacted the consulting T last week, she gave me her availability. I didn’t reply for a few days, then wrote back Thursday morning. Didn’t hear back do followed up today. Hoping she still has opening this Friday or else next week. I need to talk to a professional about what’s going on with my therapy. And she’s trained in attachment stuff, so hope she can help me figure it out. I’m so torn between...is my T just acting in my best interest and it’s hard for me to accept that? Or are we just stuck in some cycle, maybe of transference-countertransference? Or something else where we just keep triggering each other? In other words, is this something we can work through, and it will ultimately help me therapeutically? or do I need to just walk away?