She hasn't brought up divorce at all but has expressed on many occasions that she does not intend on working on our marriage anytime soon. Any nice gesture by me is received basically with a "if you would of done this before then we wouldn't be here but thanks anyway"

It's frustrating because I know that I'm not perfect at all but I'm faithful and definitely don't deserve how things are playing out..

I just need to try and find a way to detach without jumping into something else but it's impossible for me because I have to see her atleast every other day to get the kids.