So. This is T's 2nd week into her break, but my 3rd because I didn't go to last session.

I think what really done it for me that last session was when T said of course she won't be emailing me on Mondays because it's a break.
Though intellectually I got that. It stung. I felt like something T needed to get away from. So, I shut down.
Even this morning if I'm brutally honest with myself, I still feel the sting.

And then ...I sit down at my desk at work and up pops an email from T!

I was or am plesently surprised.
Like a small child I felt "she remembered. She realises that to long in the wilderness is harsh for me'

I feel fixed again.