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Ugh... yesterday I tried living by the law of attraction. I got up in the morning and told myself it was going to be a great day, I saw where I was as a nice place... I had a good solid day and people even remarked on how happy I was.
I went to bed thinking, "hey maybe I can do this?"
Um, I guess not. I work up today in a complete rage spiral. It all started when I opened to a new social group and saw someone respond to me in such a childish and stupid way... I literally spewed out a scathing response and left.
Feeling icky about that I went about my morning but left and forgot to bring something I wanted to for work.
The commute was a nightmare I almost got into an accident and they detoured my back routes -- who does that on September 4th? The traffic jams were brutal.
When I got on the train it was a severely short train set -- again, who does that on September 4th? I hardly got a seat.
Everything, EVERYTHING, had me wanting (or in some cases this close) to spewing the nasty at everyone. I suppose I can describe it as like in "Kill Bill" rage.
I could not get my positive attitude back and now I am wondering if I am too happy on one day does my equilibrium need a negative day? I seethe today with anger..
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