Glad to see the new thread. Just one I thought things couldn't get worse, they did and continue to. I feel like **** and I'd hoped to have better words to say. I don't and I don't know if I will or won't soon. Things aren't taking a turn for the better, they're taking a turn for the worse. Happy World Suicide Prevention Month, which continually makes me angry every year it comes around with the many people I see pretending to care. There are some who do and I am grateful for them. Makes me sick how others just don't give a **** about suicide prevention and only do it for some money grab. I'm not talking about on here. Other sites mostly. I am progressing into more irritableness and anger each day along with depression. Can't seem to get myself out of this hole I've seemingly dug myself in.