Yes, I COMPLETELY agree with what the WISE and WONDERFUL AB2731 has already wisely sand wonderfully said BETTER THAN I EVER COULD! Please be kind to yourself! I do believe that there' still Hope for you and that something can still be done. I know you most likely don't believe that, but DO remember that our minds can be REALLY powerful. So yes, please give yourself a break. Do what you can to improve. Taking a walk, practicing some activities or hobbies that you particularly like... anything that can help you is good. Please do consider it. Your Life is important. YOU are important! I'm sure you know that as well even if it's deep down inside you. Please ALWAYS remember that and ALWAYS remember that i'll ALWAYS be here for you and that I'll ALWAYS listen to you and NEVER judge you! THAT'S A PROMISE! Life can stil improve... it starts from little steps and little actions that you can do day by day. I hope things will get better soon for you one way or another. Be kind to yourself, my dear, sweet friend! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME if you need advice and support or even simply someone to talk to or vent to. You know I'll ALWAYS be here for you. THAT'S A PROMISE! Remember that you matter, you're important, you're worth it, you're wise and YOU'RE WONDERFUL! I am SURE plenty of others will also GLADLY and WONDERFULLY help you out as well if you just ask! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Michael2Wolves, your family, your friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking as much as you possibly can like you're already WONDERFULLY doing all and entirely by yourself!