Unfortunately we can't tell you what your diagnosis may be, @realizer, as we're not Mental Health professionals! What makes you doubt your current diagnosis? I feel like that's something worth discussing with your Pdoc or your Therapist! It does seem like you may be suffering fomr some Social Anxiety, but like I've said, I'm not a professional, so I really can't tell you for sure, so definitely don't quote me on that if you want to find out what you're struggling with! Definitely talk this thing through with them! They're there to help you after all! Feel free to PM me anytime when you need advice and support. I am SURE plenty of others will also GLADLY and WONDERFULLY help you as well! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @realizer, your family, your friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking as much as you possibly can like you're already WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN!