Keeping a positive attitue is good but it's ok when we're angry sometimes. We don't have to supress our anger. That's not healthy in my opinion. I COMPLETELY agree with what ALL the other WISE and WONDERFUL posters have already WISELY and WONDERFULLY said BETTER THAN I EVER COULD! Try to keep a positive attitude, but if you feel angry, embrace it and accept it just like it is. Your feelings are ALWAYS valid! Keep remembering that because IT IS TRUE! Keep posting if it helps you. Feel free to PM me ANYTIME as always if you need advice and support or even simply someone to talk to. I'LL ALWAYS BE AVAILABLE! THAT'S A PROMISE! I am SURE plenty of others will also GLADLY and WONDERFULLY help you out as well! I AM SURE OF THAT! THAT'S A PROMISE! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Emily Fox Seaton, your family, your friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking as much as you possibly can like you're already WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN!