Just heard back from one of the female T's, who also offers phone consultation. Maybe I'll see if I can talk to her tomorrow? Seeing the consulting T, K, in person (she's not someone I could see going to long-term).

I find it interesting that so far I don't feel any sort of guilt for doing this. Like, I'm kind of excited about finding a different therapist. I think that says quite a bit about what has happened in my current relationship with T (who I'd be meeting with right now if I hadn't canceled). I'm just sick of all the conflicts. I don't need T drama on top of what's already going on in my life and in my head...