Ah, yeah, sorry that's all confusing! R is backup for T, who I saw a few times while he was away who is also an addiction specialist. Initially, T had said I could maybe see her for a few sessions to work on addiction stuff, but when I mentioned it recently, he got all weird and said he didn't know if she worked that way, that she was doing him a favor being his backup at times. I was like, "But you were the one who suggested that before..." He said I'd need to talk to her.

The K I'm meeting with today is someone I met with once back in February to consult on T. Figured I'd just see her again, as she has a bit of the background. I don't see her as someone I'd want to see longterm though (think she mostly works with kids?) But I'll see how I feel today. The other K (if that's even her initial, will have to look it up!) would be someone entirely new.

I only started using initials recently--current T and ex-MC have the same first initial (D), so even if I used that initial just for T on here, I fear I'd have confused myself!