Hello,
It’s my first attempt to find support though like-minded forums and I’m hopeful it’s gonna help me in a way. I can’t handle my emotional state alone anymore and it’s been slowly deteriorating.

I have a bunch of minor issues, which include sensitivity, low self esteem, and feeling of constant loneliness. Yet, this summer made me realize that I am stuck in being 8 year old girl. (For the record, I’m on my late 20s, have a job I enjoy, totally able to support myself financially and in general can take care of my “adult” life). However, I feel like my psychological age stuck in being 8 years old girl. I tend to behave like a naughty child, expecting others (specifically men) to take a full care of me and just cherish me.

My daddy-issues contribute to the great extent to it of course. For the last 3 months i ruined relationships with 2 men who were absolutely kind to me.. It was a huge loss to me and I’m afraid that more and more people I love will turn their back to me.

At this point, I’m so frustrated with myself that I do not believe I will ever be able to be in a healthy relationship or have a family. I don’t want to have children and one of the reasons for that is that I expect men in my life to rest ME like a child.

I would really appreciate a professional advice or if you got the same story, it would help a lot to hear about your experience and the ways you cope with it