I COMPLETELY agree with the WISE and WONDERFUL MrGuermo! Do you think a therapist may help in your case, @Coolboy97? I feel like that could REALLY help you. If your Doctor isn't helping you out, is it possible for you to go to another one and get a second opinion? I'd suggest a Pdoc especially. It does seem like you may have some symptoms of OCD so perhaps seeign a Pdoc and getting a diagnosis may help. If you don't have anything, good for you! But it's best to know in advance to make sure that's the case and if there's something that must be done. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes and keep us posted if you wish to do so. Feel free to PM me anytime as well if you need advice and support! I am SURE plenty of others will also GLADLY and WONDERFULLY help you out as well! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Coolboy97, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking!