Sorry for such a short follow up, but I just got FANTASTIC news!

Omg. I am sooooo excited! I got REJECTED for a conference talk that I was forced to submit a proposal for!! Now I don't have to travel across the country to California!! Yippee!! My boss is kinda disappointed though... but I am so chipper right now!!

Traveling for work ALWAYS triggers me. ALWAYS. I slip into depression or mania (though fortunately never a mixed state for some reason).

I need to celebrate. I kinda wanna buy myself a cake, except I am too anxious to go out anywhere. lol. I sent a frowny face to my boss over google chat saying I was rejected, just so he thinks I am disappointed. lol.

😭😭😢😢