Sunday my best friend... My husband passed away. We have been married for 18 years. His big fear of dying was that I would fall apart and end up in the hospital again. You see I don't do alone good. Thankfully my Mother lives close by so I have been with her on and off for this week. i am not sleeping well, so that is wearing me down. i have been stable on my meds of about 4 years, so we'll just have to wait and see how I cope when life gets a little more stable. I have been on disability for the last 8 years, and now that he is gone I will probably need to get a job. I dread that as I tried to work last year and only lasted 4 day. Please keep me in your prayers. 
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 If you have come here for support, you might as well leave cause I have none to give. Im simply broken and can not be fixed.
Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words...be careful of your words, for your words become your actions...be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits...be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character...be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny.
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