You're not disturbing any professionals, Miss Laura. It is THEIR JOB to help you. They are PAID to do that! If they won't help you, they're not doing their job. It is their responsability. So please, make the call. You deserve to get better. Take all precautions needed, stay safe, be careful and cancel the dates if you can. You've reached out here to us so I am SURE there's a little part of you that acknowledges that something is off... I'm REALLY HAPPY you're writing here and keeping us posted at least! We're all TRULY GRATEFUL for that! Keep doing that. Stay strong and stay safe. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, Miss Laura, your family, your friends, your staff, your doctors, your colleagues, your colleagues at volunteering, your nurses, the guy you saw yesterday, ALL the people you Love and you care about and who ALSO Love you back and care about you as well and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking!