If I could just get my real life people to listen to me but they are not even answering my messages and all I have said is "hey how are you?"....

My head is whizzing around and I'm so looking forward to Tues 3 days away.

On the outside I look and sound fine no one has suspected anything.

I understand all your concerns. I appreciate you all talking to me. I'm sorry for being an idiot. I hope you can all just ignore me