I think I'm heading up. I didn't have my summer hypo or mania and I hope I'm not paying now. I was seeing bugs on the wall in my bathroom a little while ago. Yesterday I was sure someone was killing my mom and taking her body to hide. That's the kind of thinking that starts bad things. I feel really wound up.

Tomorrow my nieces are coming. I've not really seen them for a few months because we were afraid my GI issues were contagious so I stayed away. I went to their birthday party but there are too many people there to really see them. So I don't want to be flying high and having to try to control it when they are here.

My thoughts are racing from project to project. My therapist is on vacation next week and I always try to fill that week with activities. But I'm getting to the point I'll have too much to do it all.

I have that nasty antsy feeling too. I want to sleep but that's going to be interesting tonight.
t a minimum I hope I'm not seeing things tomorrow. Seeing bugs is usually in my bathroom. Once there was a lightning bug in there I was terrifed was recording me and sending it to 'them". It took a while to get grounded and convinced by a friend that the lightning bug was just doing his job.