I'm a liar and just want to disappear. Why is being honest so hard for me? I'm not suicidal but I'm a liar. I haven't lied here but IRL. I'm so ****en Isolated. I isolate my husband and make him a liar. Everyone always thinks things are great here. The only one I'm semi honest with is H. I feel like shouting myself out to my family but that won't help anything.