If you just have no desires or wants and really find or have no pleasure in anything . . . do you have to

be depressed . . .

could it just be normal for someone . . . I feel this way but have 0 desires of any self harm . . .

I function at work and can be socially acceptible . . . but I chose to isolate myself when not working . .

I can laugh at you tube and also cry . . . yes my emotions are muted somewhat by meds . . . but I do

experience emotions . . . even my T agrees to that . . . I have not experienced deep depression with sui

since 2015 . . . . strangely I have begun to grind my teeth again . . . it has been years since I did that . .

I feel no stress or anxiety and xanex seems to have little effect . . . nothing has changed med wise or

other for a long time . . . I am no longer even sure if I should change . . . or just accept this is me . . .

not depressed just me . . .


just thinking out loud . . . .




Love . . . Tigger .