Feeling depressed this morning. I don't know why. This is my favorite day of the week. I guess I just have some negative thoughts on my mind. No matter how good things are (and it's great now) I manage to come up with something in my mind that makes me feel bad.

Nothing much later on today. Three weeks from today I will go on a trip about 2,000 miles away. I've been looking forward to it but now I have remorse. I went through that last year when I took a long trip. Last year everything went alright, even though I had ruined it for myself. I'll try to not make that happen this time.