Despite what you think people do care about you. (Unfortunately, that includes stalkers--you are really very sweet and so is the family member in my family that is also getting stalked. I am sorry that's happening. The person in my family that is dealing with it has always had things like that happen to her. I think people get jealous of her sometimes even though she is a sweetheart!)

I am pretty sure my husband still occassionally checks on me here when I am acting weird. I do have a lot of problems with impulsiveness and bad judgement. I have let myself get carried away about things a few times in my life since I was very young. He does care. I know I am lucky that he does. I am fine now if he looks. I am trying to be much more open about what I think to him. It is terrible that I would talk more about how I was feeling on here than to him. I feel so lucky.

I can't imagine people not caring about you. You know I always will think you are the sweetest, funniest, smartest person ever. Thanks for being there when I needed someone to talk to. I hope you know, even if it is only anonomous and I am only your peer--I love to hear about what is going on with you.